miss you

well, around 4 more weeks to go it will mark the day you left us last year..
How're u there, grandpa?
All of ur childrens, grandchildrens and greatgrandchildrens missing you here lots..

Message to grandpa: You may not be here with me... But thoughts of you are always in my heart! I Miss You! xx

.......

Semester is coming to week 3 soon...
-.-
This semester is sort of not really relax and relax in between..
As all assessments only commence on the 2nd half of the semester..

But..i dun know why.. i feel tired..i feel drained in my heart..

:(

2010 v 2011

well it's 6 more days to NYE..
7 more days to NY and
0 days to xmas...4 more hours left for xmas..
time passes so fast..

old monitor died, new laptop come

my old monitor and cpu have been with me for the past 4 years..
problem started to come this year: graphic card problem and monitor screen..

first, i thought i just change the monitor then should be fine..
after i think..since my cpu is already 4 years old. it won't survive any much longer..1 year the max..
so, i might as well get a new laptop..

i went to do research and came up with 3 different brands: HP, Dell and Mac.
After compare and contrast, i decided to go for MacBook Air.
It's really light and i'm enjoying so far..
Though i need some time to get used to it. As i was a Windows user and now switch to Mac user.
But it's really fun. Something new.

I'm happy with this lappie..and i'm blogging this entry using my new lappie..
lol..
thanks to my family :)

*it's just a sharing, no other meaning involved..*

is it??really??am i??

these 3 questions been surrounding my head for the past few days..
i dun know what happened..somehow, i really grateful and thankful...
somehow, i've no idea what to do...

well, that's about it..
this is to be reveal in the future when possible...
:D

*i'm so random..LOL*

:)

what....????
i'm back to my hometown..
what made me happy was i went back on my own...hahahaa...
first time ever and i succeed....
lol....
though it's a tiring one as i was transit for 6 hrs..wandering between terminal 2 and 3 in singapore...it's really tired and bored...
but i'm proud of myself that i could do it...
hhahhahaha...


well, in this holiday, so far, there's nothing spectacular..nothing much..probably because i was slacking at home all the times...hahhahaa...lazy to go out..plus today, i'm having stupid pain on my stomach..it's really annoyed me..

When this holiday over, i need to go back to uni again for my Master Degree. I need to go for a Master Course in order to apply for PR. And after further discussion with my family members, i decided to take Master of Management Information System which i think it would be much tougher than my current major, Finance. As it's more on application rather than theory. In which, it'll become a headache to me.
TT

But, i've promised myself, this is a new start for myself and i'm going to make it better and much better than my bachelor degree.

GOOD NEWS: I'm gonna welcome a new member into my family. It would be either a she/he (niece/nephew), it'll be reveal on July 5th. Haha. I'm soooo looking forward..It's actually means no difference to me as this is the first lil member. Boy/Girl, i'm equally happy. But most of my family members predict that it's gonna be a girl.
SOOOOOOO LOOOKIIINNNGGGG FOOORRRWWWARDDDD...

well, that's about it.. see you next time..

happy new year

happy new year to all of you 2010...
may this year be a spectacular one for you...
and have a blast one...
:)

i'm back after dissapear for ages..lol

well...
been disappeared from blogging for 0.5 yrs...
coz i really have no inspiration at all during this period..
but now i'm back...

spending my last long holiday before i'm back to perth...
Because, as of june, i'm done wif my course..gonna work on my TR application afterwards..
so, i wouldn't have much time to come back anymore and plus, i'm going to start looking for job...

This time, the holiday is just an ordinary one..nothing spectacular...
except my bro's wed...that day was awesome...other than that, i guess everything is just alrite...

Listening to Chuan Dong (by JJ) while blogging..Been awake from power sleep...as the night before i only slept for 3 hrs then woke up to help cleaning the house( no maids at all in my house..so need to do the cleaning on our own..-_-!!)..

well, gonna have my first short hair cut ever tomorrow...
quite looking forward to it..hope it turns out good...
:)

^^

suppose to study..
but i feel like blogging...
so, what come through my mind is i blog first then study...
hehee...

well, currently preparing for my friday lab test...
ehhe..
so far so good...
:)
i hope it'll go well and smooth until the test...
hehee..

today, i'm just happy...
can't really describe how happy i am..
just that I'M HAPPY...
:)

that's pretty much..
gonna go back and study now...

>.<

EXAMMMMMMMM????
coming soon..
like in 3 weeks...
preparing now..
this sem is super tough..

i'm suprised that i still survive till now...
thankful for that

anyway, back to the point..
i'm tiredd.....
tired of this sem...
this sem is enough for me...
i can't imagine how next semester gonna be...

all i can say for last year of uni : TOUGH TOUGH TOUGH

talking about exam, my timetable is KILLING ME HARDLY
sigh..
1 on 9th and 2 on 12th..siannnn...

but afterall,it's just another 3 more weeks and i'm free...
free like a bird...
hahaaa..

anyway, i change my flight...
suppose to fly back on 13th..
i move it to 14th..
coz after i think, think and think
it's pretty rush for me to go back on 13th..
my paper will only finish at 9...
will be going to airport around 11-ish..
i only have 2 hrs in the middle to pack and finalise all my stuffs that i want to bring back..
it's a hectic one..
and my bro and sis in law got some stuffs going on the 13th..
if they still go to the airport to send me off on the 13th midnite..it's gg to be very tired for them on the next morning..
so, after listening to my parents' advice..
i decided to change it to 14th..
so it's not that rush..
at least still got time to think what stuff left behind that i need to bring back...
and won't be that tired for my bro and sis-in-law..


P.S: disappeared from blog again..phaiseh..lots of assignments and stuffs recently..pretty tired..but i'll be back SOON..so, stay tuned..

if only

if only i could be able to turn back the time
If only i could be able to fix all my mistakes
If only i could be able to get everything back to normal
If only i didn't do what i am not suppose to do
If only i listen to what people say
If only i tell what i am suppose to tell

Now, nothing will happen anymore

How i wish i could turn everything back and fix all of them.
I know it is impossible
Can anyone tell me what should i do?

I really regret with what i have done..

it's been a while

after being missing from the thing that is known as blog for a month...
finally i'm back...
the reason why i off from blogging for the past few weeks...
1. dun know wat to blog
2. lots of stuffs to do
3. lazy

hahaa...
but yea..i'm back...
will keep this blog alive again...

wat am i up to?
studying and writing assignment
this semester passes so fast and it's pretty stressful...
hopefully i am able to cope..
so far is ok..

Events coming up?
*Mid Tests- One on 31st March and 3rd April
*Assignment- Due after week break..but need to write something out by tonite..i need to finish at least 1/3
*Friend's Bday
*Cell and church (been MIA for 2 weeks)
*Holiday during week break

During week break i plan to put one day off from school work and stuffs...and sleep the whole day..
it's been 1 month (since 2nd week of uni) that i lack of sleep..
mostly is 6 hours a day..
least is 3 hours a day..

if this keep continue, i'll pass out soon..

100 facts....???

001. Real name → Kelly

002. Nickname(s)→ Quite a few (Hu uan, adeqku sayang, etc)

003. Zodiac sign → Leo

004. Male or female → Female

005. First School → Methodist-3

006. Middle School → Methodist-3

007. High School → Methodist-2

008. Hair color→ Black brown-ish

009. Long or short → Long

010. Loud or Quiet → Both

011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans

012. Phone or Camera → phone..more function

013. Health freak → Can say not at all

015. Do you have a crush on someone?→ errr....

016. Eat or Drink → Drink

017. Piercings → yes

018. Tattoos → No

HAVE YOU EVER?

019. Been in an airplane→ Yes

020. Been in a relationship → No

021. Been in a car accident → No

022. Been in a fist fight → No

FIRSTS:

023. First piercing → Ears

024. First best friend → who??forgot..lost contact

025. First award → Graduate from kids music class...

026. First crush → Er...

027. First Word → ma-mam

028. First big holiday → Korea and HK trip


LASTS:

029. Last person you talked to → my sis

030. Last person you texted → Diana

031. Last person you watched a movie with → Siblings

033. Last movie you watched → Last Assassin

034. Last song you listened to → Zui Jing

035. Last thing you bought → book..textbook

036. Last person you hugged → Parents

FAVES:

037. Foods→ Anythg as long as not jengkol, durian, lamb, mushroom.

038. Drinks → Caramel Frap Blended Coffee

039. Clothing → Shirt and pants

040. Flower → er..doesn't really like..apparently, white roses

041. Book → NO books in my life

042. Colours → Black and White

043. Movie → Quite a lot..lazy to type

044. Subjects → Economics

IN 2008..... I

045. Kissed someone → Yes

046. Celebrated Halloween → No

047. Had your heart broken → No

048. Went over the minutes on your mobile → Yes..pretty often

049. Questioned someone's sexual orientation → Nope

050. Came out of the closet → ...........................

051. Got pregnant → NO!!

052. Had an abortion → NO!!

053. Did something you regretted → Yes

054. Broke a promise → Yes

055. Hid a secret → Yes

056. Pretended to be happy → Sometimes

057. Met someone who changed your life → Nope

058. Pretended to be sick → No

059. Left the country → Yes

060. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it → Yes

061. Cried over the silliest thing → Yes

062. Ran a mile → No

063. Went to the beach with your best friend(s) → NO

064. Got into an argument with your friends → yes

065. Hated someone → No

066. Done something good for someone else →Yes

CURRENTLY:

067. Eating → No

068. Drinking → No

069. I'm about to → sleep

070. Listening to → zui jing from sam lee

071. Plans for today → Sleep, wake up to do homework then go for pot bless

072. Waiting for → holiday

YOUR FUTURE:

073. Want kids? → Yes

074. Want to get married? → Yes

075. Careers in mind → Anythg relates to finance

WHICH IS BETTER WITH OTHER GENDER?

076. Lips or eyes → Eyes

077. Shorter or taller? → Taller

078. Romantic or spontaneous → Both

079. Nice butt – Yes

080. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive

081. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship

082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → Neither

HAVE YOU EVER:

083. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes

084. Ran away from home → Nope

085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Nope

086. Killed somebody → Nope

087. Broken someone's heart → Nope

088. Rejected someone's call on purpose → Yes

089. Cried when someone died → Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

090. Yourself → Sometimes yes, sometimes no

091. Miracles → Yes

092. Love at first sight → No

093. Heaven → Yes

094. Santa Claus → Nope

095. Sex on the first date → ..................................

096. Kiss on the first date → ................................

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yes

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → Yes

099. Do you believe in God? → Yes

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people→ Ok

it's too scary

i've just entered uni less than a week...
and u know what..
i've finished the 200MB quota that the uni gave to student.

that's one of them..

another of more thing is. i've used beyond the limit credit of my mobile phone ..
it'll only renew on 7th of every month.
So, i need to surfer another week.
i've surfer for a week.

This is month is short but my usage is scary.

B-O-R-E-D

well, pretty much i've nothing to do...
-_-

i'm bored...
my class will only starts at 3
in 30 mins time...

basically, i'm doing nothing now while waiting for tute in lab..
sitting in front of comp and chat....
facebooking
and apparently i'm blogging...

wew...
-_-

what a sleepy weather...

uni starts tomorrow..

my holiday has over
but i'm pretty excited with uni starting..
coz i'm bored..
nth much to do for the past few days..
hehe...

my busy-ness gonna hit me again as uni starts...
well, looking forward for june, hey..
that's my semester break...
hahaha..

just feel like doing tagged..got from angie's page..

Name : Kelly Tan
Sisters : 1
Brother : 1
Shoe size : 7 (38)
Height : 138cm
Where do you live : Home (Australia and Indonesia)

Favorite drinks : Anything, as long as not plain water.
Favorite breakfast : urm...cereals, noodles and rice..i ate heavy brekkie
Have you ever been on a plane : Yeap..flying on the plane around 8-12 times each year..
Swam in the ocean : Never..Parents won't let me do that..
Fell of your chair : Yes, in high school. As the chair is not firm enough..u know wood chair..what do you expect?
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Yes ever in my life..
Saved e-mails : Used to..now no more..

What is your room like : Very Contemporary style. Coz my sis design the room. I've bed, TV, wardrobe, cupboard, table and some other stuffs in my room..
What's right beside you : dustbin???
What's the last thing you ate : Har mee aka prawn mee..home-made..

Ever had chicken pox : never in my life. but my mom got it when she had me in her pregnant..
Sore throat : Yeah..pretty often in the past..now is getting more seldom
Stitches : Yes..2 years back..because i fell down..2 stitches..and need to wait 3 hours in the emergency room just to get stitched. The hospital that i been was Royal Perth hospital
Do you believe in love at first
sight : Not works on me..

Like picnics : Yes..but the weather has to be friendly to me..used to had it every week when i was a kid..
Who was the last person you dance with : Err..........
Last made you smile : *Secret..*
You last yelled at : .... no one...

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like : Ya, of course..what for we hate ppl..
Kissed anyone : nahh
Talk to an ex : nahh
Miss someone : yuppie..my family..
Eat : Of course..if not i've no energy to do stuff at all

Best feeling in the world : Spend time with family and go for holiday..that's the best..
Do you sleep with stuffed animals : Used to..i slept with sheeps, stitch(does that count as animal), pooh, tweety, and so on
What's under your bed : carpet lah..wat else??
Who do you really hate : no one..
What time is it now : 12.18 am

Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now : Yes
Do you have any siblings : Yes, 1 elder sis and 1 elder bro..i'm the youngest
Do you want children : In the future..
Do you smile often : Yes, when i'm in a good mood..
Do you like handwriting : Yes..can know ppl's character through writing..
Are your toenails painted : Nopiiee...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather
sleep in : my siblings and my parents' bed..i'm kewl with it when i'm tired..

What color shirt are you wearing now : Black colour shirt with shorts..
What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday : Was in Zion food fest..helping out with prawn mee stall
I can't wait till : my next holiday...haha..feel like gg back again..
When did you last cry : Last month i think..forgot..
Are you a friendly person : I think so..
Do you have any pets : Used to have dogs, fishes, and rabbits..

Where is the person you have feelings right now : Somewhere not in perth.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now : .....
Do you sleep with the TV on : no..but with computer on..as i listen to songs while sleeping..i know it's a bad habit..
What are you doing right now : fb-ing, blogging and mp3-ing
Have you ever crawled through a window : Yes..when i stucked from opening the door..
Can you handle the truth : Not really..depends on what truth is that..

Are you too forgiving : I think yea..
Are you closer to your mother or father : Both
Who was the last person you cried in front of : My parents
How many people can you say you've really loved : Unlimited..
Do you eat healthy : i think so except fried food..
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex : no ex(s) in my life..

If you're having a bad day, who are you most
likely to go to : go to my room and leave myself alone..that'll solve the problem
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : more to quiet..but depends on who i'm with
Are you confident : Sometimes..

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
- Learn piano
- Start to sleep alone
- Join more school outing
- Learn how to swim
- Study everyday..and going for tuition..

5 things on my TO-DO list today:
- Wake up early and wash hair..
- go for church..
- go for bads (if i'm not tired)
- do somemore washing
- get my next day meal prepared

5 snacks I enjoy:
- Chips
- Pocky
- Emping (indo's snack)
- Chocolate
- Ju Hu

5 things I would do if I was a billionaire:
- buy houses and cars for my family
- get myself more handbags and shoes..(wanna buy my dream brands)
- get more clothing...
- Travelling
- Put my money in the bank and earn the interest..

5 of my bad habits:
- speak on my own
- sleep late
- moody
- lazy and slack whole day
- too specific in some stuff and clumsy

no title...!!!

well...
i've no idea on how to describe my condition now...
anyway, sort of saddy and lazy mood...

i think i'm thinking of sth which is useless...
eventhough i think about it and can't even do anythg about it..
so, USELESS

i've no idea what i'm typing now...
sigh..
need to get more sleep i guess..

signing off..

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i'm going back tomorrow...
pengen nangis..
soalnya sama skali ga pengen balekkk

T_T

i'm waiting for june to come...
coz i'll be flying back again..

*counting down desperately from now on*

i ngantoek skali

well, i'm pretty sleepy..
as i only slept for 5-6 hours today...

coz i need to go for a trip to jakarta..
my flight is around 10.45-ish...
so, need to wake up early..

quite funny...
i woke up without any alarm at all at 7.20 am (western indo time), first time in my life happens to be like this..
normally, no matter how many alarms i set, in the end is just useless..
coz i'll ignore every single one of them and continue my sleep...

and guess what, this is the 1st time i woke up so early since i came back from oz..

weird, hey..